First, my apologies for not writing much lately. I have been in a season of rest and restore. Spending time with my new little love Owen Davis. My first grandchild! And I have just been contemplating the Love of God in my life, nature and through the Word. It was much-needed and I feel a sense of peace that I have never felt before.
I have been reading Romans this summer. Really reading and letting it sink in deep to my heart. But I’m stuck on Romans 9:32b
They stumbled over the stumbling stone. (NIV)
I think I have stumbled, or am stumbling.
How many have stumbled over God? Over Jesus?
Because instead of trusting God, they took over. They were absorbed in what they themselves were doing. They were so absorbed in their “God projects” that they didn’t notice God right in front of them, like a huge rock in the middle of the road. And so they stumbled into him and went sprawling. (MSG)
How many times are we going to go sprawling, tripping over Jesus to do good projects?
Look at these definitions of Stumbling:
Now, read them again and use the verse and think of Jesus.
They (we) struck our foot against something, in our efforts to do something, we proceeded in a blundering manner.
How often have we not looked to or at Jesus, stumbling over our own projects, ideas or thoughts?
Maybe it is just me. But I don’t want to be so busy or focused on doing, that I literally stumble over the One I think I am doing something for.
Maybe we need, or I need to slow down enough to see what Jesus IS doing and join Him there, not look for what He HAS done and try to repeat it.
Maybe we need to spend more time with Him as our Cornerstone, so that we don’t stumble over Him in our hurry to be famous.
Maybe we just need to stumble into Him and not over Him.
Today, I am stumbling.